If What You Seek. You Find Not Within: You Will Never Find It Without

As I watch my life unfold,
I see no visions of gold.
No wonderful love,
No light from above.
I see shadows and darkness. I'm left with nothing and less.
Why is life this way?
Why must I sacrifice my last day,
For another empty promise,
And life's cold kiss?
My flamed out passion,
Has left me undone,
Never to be finished,
Always wishing for an early run.
I sacrifice and give, Till I don't want to live.
I would give anything,
To hear the angels sing,
To take me out of this hate,
And lead me to a better fate.